My daughters are very worried. One of them went a little ballistic last night. We need to talk.

Ron went to court yesterday to clear up the remaining matters and then never came home. He called at 10:30PM and sounded drunk. I suspect another woman but he swears up and down there isn't one. I've been tested for all STD's not long ago because I suspected even then. I'm clean .. so he must be too and if he's always drunk with this "other" woman you'd think he'd of at least picked up a yeast infection or chlamydia or something because she must be constantly drunk too. If all he is doing is drinking then even then it's inappropriate to drink just before you go to work and be late because of it. He says he drank a 6 pack in the court parking lot and it hit him because he's had so little sleep these past two days. It may be the truth, this time, but what of the others when he was clearly partying and running out on being with me? I was sad last night because I thought it ws the end and I'd be broke and lonely. Then I was glad because I coul dhand him his problems back .. like his boat and his car. I wouldn't be obligated anymore .. but I was still so heartbroken. After 20 odd years (depending on how you count) I get left for some drunken Ho that couldn't help him at all? It just all felt like such a waste.

We made up ... kind of .. I'm still pissed. And he's getting more money from me. He better pay me back this time. Maybe he should have describe me as a sucker, not sweet. Oh, and I know the netcoments isn'y working. I have to figure something else out .. I think they went under!